If only I could say. Quite frankly there are so many things I could say but mom always said if you don’t have anything nice don’t say anything at all. But honestly we have one life to live, not two or three or four and to have no initiative purposely is so boring to me. Like sickening Board like want to fall asleep and block it out because I can’t believe people in this world could ever be so ungrateful and take so many things for granted. We live in such a different world, i try to lead by example but some don’t have the desire to get any further than they are right now and that’s sad.